Welcome Amxen
You're obviously a newbie - nothing wrong with that as we were all in the same position at some stage.
Some quick and friendly advice
1. Make sure that you read the stickies as they contain all sorts of useful information to note when joining the forum. This will save you falling foul of our rules and give you a better idea of what can and cannot be posted or asked. So far you're OK
2. Don't be disheartened with your progress to date. Magic takes time and practice and then more practice. Some sleights can take weeks and sometimes months to perfect. Don't be tempted to show tricks to anyone until you can get the moves perfect ten times out of ten. Then you will really impress.
Member of the Magic Circle & The 2009 British Isles Close-Up Magician of the Year
It's not really an optical illusion - it just looks like one!