Here you are, Queenie. I did a Tarot reading for you in relation to the question you posed to kick off this discussion. To prove that I actually did the reading and didn't just pull names of cards off the top of my head, here's a photo. (Apologies for the background, but the bed is the only place around here with enough room to lay out the cards.)
My question was not really phrased precisely enough, but was along the lines of: what made you ask your original question, why was this discussion started, and what are you looking for?
Here's my interpretation, as it comes to me:
1 - You in relation to the question/problem. Card: The Star.
I have to admit that I am at a loss with this card in this position. The essential meaning of the Star is one of creation, inspiration, and creativity. I could go into the esoteric sermon here, but it doesn't seem to apply.
The best interpretation I can give to start off with is that "you in relation to your question" are the creator or initiator of this thread. Let's go on and see what else arises.
2 - The problem or obstacle itself. Card: Temperance.
You are having difficulty seeing or putting things in their due proportion. The problem is to do with grasping the higher, more spiritual (in whatever sense you care to interpret the word) substance and bringing it into play in the material world around you. This is the inner essence of creation.
3 - Your conscious hopes, fears, or desires in this regard. Card: The Sun.
A desire or hope for companionship. You hope that things will go well, that friends will agree with you, and that there will be a general happy feeling about the discussion. This is yet another card that mentions creation and creativity.
4 - Your subconscious hopes, fears, or desires. Card: The Moon.
Very odd that the conscious and subconscious cards are the Sun and Moon, which are themselves symbols of the conscious and subconscious minds.
You fear being isolated in this discussion, left out in the cold. You may also fear being led into ideas which are out of your comfort zone -- losing your identity as you have built it up to this point in your life.
This card talks about "anti-creation", the sucking dry of creative abilities.
5 - You overall, your self-image. Card: The Chariot.
A good card, showing a person who is well balanced overall. Your body (chariot) is sound, your emotions (horses) lively but under control, and your mind (driver) in charge. The Chariot is symbolic of humanity perfected on the physical plane; the only way to improve further is by turning to higher things.
A question always raised by this card is: where are you going? A splendid chariot is only useful if it is heading to a destination. There is also an implicit warning about making sure you continue to keep your body fit and your emotions controlled.
6 - Other people and the world around you. Card: The Emperor.
This is another card indicating a strong rooting in the physical world; the Emperor has no dealing with spiritual matters. We have authority and the desire or need to seek authority, and this is directed toward the cards symbolising yourself. By asking your question, you are appealing to the authority of others in the group, seeking their guidance.
7 - You, your goals. Card: The Lovers.
You are poised to make a decision. The choice you make will, in the end, be the right one. In hindsight it will seem inevitable.
8 - The world in general. Card: The Lady Pope.
You are being offered knowledge, if you will take it -- not from other people or from experience, but from passive sources such as books. The time is right to absorb information in the abstract, to sit and read quietly, not to take practical action yet about what you learn. There is great power hidden inside this apparent passivity.
9 - Hopes, fears, warnings, promises. Card: The Devil.
This is a warning and an obstacle. Your path to progress is blocked by a lack of flexibility and too much attachment to material things. You are too rigid. Open your mind and heart, become more loving and accepting. Look beyond the physical (whether this is money, sex, food, housing, etc.).
10 - Outcome. Card: The Juggler.
This card, also called the Magician, may have special meaning in this forum!
It shows a person just on the verge of spiritual awareness, engrossed with physical things and playing to an audience, but starting to wonder whether there is something more. It doesn't quite mean a new beginning, but rather a stage of being ready to begin.
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So, in summary, you appealed to this forum in hopes of finding people -- especially people you can think of as authority figures -- who would agree with you (Sun, Emperor). You were mostly afraid that people would disagree with you or scorn you (Moon).
You think of yourself as a well-balanced, hard-nosed, practical sort of person (Chariot, Emperor). You are very strongly focused on practical, physical, material things and a social life among other people (Chariot, Emperor, Sun, Devil). This is the identity you have built up, and you fear losing your "self" by letting it soften (Moon).
This emphasis on the material is beginning to cause problems (Temperance), and it looks like your immediate response is rigid denial (Moon, Devil). This will only lead to bigger problems as your life goes further out of proportion (Temperance). If you persist in this sort of action, you will find yourself locked into a sort of slavery (Moon, Devil), and your innate creativity (Star, Sun) is likely to become blocked (Moon), which is something you particularly fear.
You are being urged to lift your mind a bit higher, raise your horizons (Lady Pope, Devil). Open up and try to accept new ideas (Devil). The world is offering you something to read or study; take up the offer (Lady Pope). Only then will you find yourself ready to begin to change and grow (Juggler).
A deeper, more hidden story here has to do with creation and creativity (Star, Temperance, Sun, Moon). You have creative ability, and think of yourself as a creator. You have been sensing difficulty in this area lately (Temperance), leading you to fear a complete block (Moon). Relaxing your emphasis on materiality will help with this (Temperance).
If I were to do a follow-up reading, I would want to probe more deeply into this topic of creativity, which arose spontaneously within this reading.