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A strange thing happened to me the other day, I was standing out side a trendy bar while my mate had a cigarette possible his 45th of that day. I was there just fidgeting with a deck of cards and this woman comes out and ask if she can have a cig of my mate. Looks at me toying with cards and asks :

“do you do card tricks”?
“well actually I am a mind reader”
“OOo Show me”

so of I go and do some stuff a nice Docc Hilfford thing and a thing of Paul brook's using numbers and a prediction (its in the alchemical tools). Great reactions done a bit of hypnosis cant move your arm etc. she asks for my business card.

Any way inside the bar with my mate drinking away she comes over again

“my friends don't believe you are real can you show them some stuff”
“OK”


spend about half hour with them they are enjoying them selves anyway I am on a bit of performance high for the whole of Sunday get to work Monday afternoon and been on a real downer ever since.

Now does this happen to others?

Yes. Very much so.

You'll have relationships like that too

Reality is a kick in the nuts.

Nah. You've had the high, this is the withdraw. You can either wait for it to end or put it off and feel good again by engineering another situation.

A new job would help.

Greedo and co are always telling me I should perform more and I can understand why. I've performed for strangers a few times now but its strange this downer is huge

Yes, but that high, yeah?

'Dini - stop being a miserable git and get out there and perform.

A new Burtons shirt, a notepad and pen and you're well away....

Go for it!

its called enjoying what you do!

you'll find highs and lows in pretty much everything in life - work on the stuff you like, take the bits you don't on the chin...the simpler you see and make things, the simpler problems can become...

as you know, i like to learn techniques/principals - apply those techniques to create what's more you...that you can emmerse yourself in, and you'll enjoy it even more...