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Hi there peeps, I'm new around here so hello. I don't have much of desire to practice high magic or become a pagan but I am willing to take the neccessary steps in order to resolve a problem that has been bothering me of late after making a long recovery from a very unstable and emotianaly shattering period of my life, so here it goes...

About 5 years ago I was in my house when all of a sudden out of the blue I became aware of a looming sense of danger in my home; I was sitting in the lounge watching TV and suddenly panicked for my saftey, I imediatley stood up and observed my immediate surrounds for an explanation for my uneasiness. A few moments passed and I moved to the hallway, as I turned my back I felt somthing behind me enter my sorroundings and out of the corner of my eye saw what can only be described as a black boomerang just about miss my back, a few seconds later the sense of doom and danger had gone and I began to fathom what a just happend. I came to the conclusion that what had happend was suppernatural and the possibilty a curse or bad spirit had tried to exert vengencance on me. within a few days I had forgot about the experience and got back to my normal life.

Heres what happen next...
My drug consuption suddenly went from happy go lucky raver (weekend use) to hard abuse of LSD, Vallium, Heroin and crack cocaine. I lost my job and home and was forced to move home with my parents. My mother couldn't cope with my mental state and situation wich lead to her taking her life and I became clinicaly depresed and later diagnosed with paraniod psychosis. Since then I have experienced other 'bouts of bad energy mostley when dealing with bad drug experiences which finaly led to myself getting clean and going to rehab, I am now again in full control of my life and my drug use is limted to controlable social 'treats'.

Im looking for some answers on what happend and possable advice on keeping my life free from bad energy and spirits. If anyone is experienced with divination and thinks they have somthing to tell me please come forward and do so. I have some experience with medatation and the use of a pentagram from my school years and am open to sugestions.

Peace

oops sorry guy i didnt realise this was a magicians forum.

Regardless of the inappropriateness of the request-- one which you already recognized to your credit-- it sounds to me like you had an anxiety attack. I read descriptions of them before and yours fit very closely.

Although some on this forum would tell you otherwise, I believe you should seek physical, psychological, or neurological explanations before assuming anything supernatural occurred. Human perception and memory are very faulty, so even if you experience something, odds are greatly in the favor of there being a natural explanation.

Naturally, drug use only inhibits clear approaches to finding truth.

Anyway, best of luck.

Hallucinations and flashbacks of this nature are common among chemical drug users. This is particularly the case with chemical usage (eg LSD) as traces of the chemicals will stay in your body for the rest of your life and cause episodes like this to occur from time to time. It is best to seek professional help, your G.P. in the first instance, and explain that you have used chemical drugs (LSD) and are suffering from occasional flashbacks and hallucinations that are frightening you. Unfortunately if not treated professionally it can affect your mental health eventually, so best address it now.

Hope this helps.

Wow. Where to begin with this huh? Let's start with you blaming your decision to increase your drug intake on a 'curse or bad spirit'. Whatever you do, don't take responsibility yourself will you?

Secondly, please define 'bad energy'. Scientifically would be nice.

Thirdly, it's nice to see your experiences - including the suicide of your mother - have had such an effect on your life that you continue to take drugs and refer to them as 'treats'. Bravo.

Moron.

Is it something to do with IT?

kobain wrote:Is it something to do with IT?

That or BS.

Man I hate it when want I want to say will get me banned...

Seek professional help - psychological and physiological.

Whether or not the spiritual world exists, as far as we can discern it has no influence on us at present. You are responsible for your own actsions, and I suggest you do something about your situation ASAP, before you hurt another soul.

Good luck.

Erwin wrote:Man I hate it when want I want to say will get me banned...

You should definitely take the risk.

I do not believe this is a curse of any kind. Your mind is playing tricks on you and you are highly sensitised. You have to follow your doctor's advice with all of this.

One thing you can try. I believe this works. Take the three of diamonds out of a regular deck of cards. Or alternatively the Sun card out of a tarot deck.

Do this when you are alone. Place the card face upwards before you and place your left hand on it. You can close your eyes if you wish to block out distractions but it will also work with your eyes open. Think, "Heat, Heat, Heat" for a minute or so. This will drive away bad energy and you will feel better. An old metaphysical technique which will protect you. It removes bad influences.

But apart from the above tip, limit your involvement with the psychic world. Too much of it can drive you nuts. Keep well away from it. I do get a vibe that you are well on the way to recovery and I wish you well.