by Anakin77 » Aug 21st, '06, 13:47
Your good reactions to my presentation mean a lot to me ... I still have problems with my self-confidence - my hands are still shaking in front of spectators, although I already had dozens of public performances and I got 2 prices in competitions. I had to think of some excuses for my shaking hands, so sometimes I say - "Well, I do it on purpose because I want my show to look more like a miracle" or "One very old magician tought me all the tricks, but he forgot to tell me, that the 'shaking' is not part of the tricks". But still ... I have a bad feeling about it and I am fighting with it.