I.D. that post was so contradictory and "blind" to coin a phrase.
For someone raised JW I'm actually surprised at your position in that the majority of children will rebel towards the environment they were raised in... I know kids raised Satanist that are now hard line Christians; Pagans that are now ardent cynics and Buddhists who've not only become Catholics but are part of special forces...
BUT, what you convey is proof that your parents and the group you were raised around, got the formula right.
If you study how cult groups operate and how they deliberately program (brain wash) children, they you can see logically, why you have held to your perceptions as you have. But then I would bet that you haven't invested a great deal of time actually learning the history not only of your group, but the bible itself and where it really came from. Too, I doubt that you've worked out the math when it comes to the number of JWs on the planet and the fact that only 144,000 souls can fit into heaven... (rim shot, please)
I do not say this to create an argument but rather, to encourage you to actually study the world's religions and philosophies in that I fear that you have a very limited and biased point of view that hosts little foundation.
As someone that has invested a considerable amount of time actually studying the world's great religions I will point out that they are all far more alike than not; it is man's own delusions and arrogance more than anything else, that encourages the idea that differences exist... especially once you weed through all the commentary and get to the core of the religion or philosophy in question. But then, the teachings of Jesus greatly mirror those of Lord Buddha before him and if it weren't for the meddling of men around what he shared, I'd bet our world would be filled with far more pragmatic Buddhist than the angry and bitter folk that use the bible as an excuse to hate any and all that don't agree with them... or the koran... etc.
Again, this is not for argument or debate, just words of encouragement for you to actually find what it is you need; your statement suggests you're wrestling with this issue but anchor yourself to what's familiar out of fear of being wrong vs. learning more of what is right.
