by Lady of Mystery » Feb 9th, '10, 17:24
I've not really been around these parts much lately, I've been going through a bit of a tough time and as a result have lost all my interest in magic.
To those of you who I chat with regularly outside of TM I know I've been acting very strangely and some of you have received quite sour replies to perfectly innocent comments. I'd like to say sorry to all of you and to all those who have messaged me or emailed me and have had no reply. And a huge, huge sorry to all those who have enquired about or placed an order for my book and haven't had any response.
To those above I'd like to offer some sort of explaination, partly because you deserve it and partly because I feel that posting it on this board will help me move forward.
I wont go into all the details but at the end of November I went through a very traumatic time and this along with a car crash in December, these things coupled with exhaustion caused me to have a sort of mini emotional breakdown. I lost interest in just about everything and my life seemed to fall down around me. Thankfully I'm starting to feel more positive now so hopefully I can start thinking about putting things back together again. Magic's going to have to continue to take a backseat while I concentrate on more important things but hopefully if I can carry on having more of the good days and less of the bad days, I'll be back to myself soon.
Everyone that I owe books to, I'll get these in the post to you by the weekend and I'm really sorry about the delays.
I hope that goes some way to explain why I've been the way I have been lately.
I'd also like to say a huge thanks to the few people who have obviously realised that something's wrong and have been sending me little, positive messages. And a really huge thanks to one person in particular who's been are really massive, massive help. You know who you are and thank you.