by mrz0mbie » Aug 16th, '11, 20:27
I've been at this lark for about 10 years, and I've no idea what level I was like two months in.
I was never very interested in levels or being good, I didn't know any other magicians and didn't have the internet (or a mobile phone, those kids better get off my lawn!) I just enjoyed having a pack of cards in my hands and playing about with them.
Such as yourself I only had one or two books, and none of this youtube caper, so I spent a long time doing one thing over and over, as I had no more material to learn from, perhaps this as a blessing in disguise. Instead of having this overload and wanting to buy/read/watch/know the next big thing, I was happy flipping that same DL over and over.
I'm not sure what I'm actually trying to say here, being goal orientated is great but I think the word I'm looking for is "organic" I just let things happen naturally and enjoyed practising the few things I could do.
If I where to offer advice, some may see it as controversial. Don't aim to to be as good as Dynamo or whoever you look up to, just enjoy your discovery of an amazing craft and share it with people around you as you learn.
Wanting to improve is great, but being frustrated you're not as good as you "Think you should be" will surely detract from your love. Enjoy what you're doing and don't worry about how good you are