by Miles More Magic » Jun 25th, '07, 00:44
michael, I understand what you were trying to do, but a couple of points. First, it is too soon. Read the advice and post a reintroduction once you have sorted things out. A " hi, I've not been around for a few weeks, been sorting my routines and working on my performance. Hope you will notice the difference in my posts and that you will give me chance to start afresh," would have been fine, but not yet.
I'm not sure if you read my second post about curbing your ego and I'm special attitude, but not getting rid of it. Part of that is you, it just needed curbing, not getting rid off. You have tried to hard and it sounds false. A bit like having an actor turn into someone reading lines off an autocue. It isn't natural.
Full marks for trying, but you do need time away to think witout the emotion created both by you and against you.
Read through my post in support, plus others. Don't reply to any posts. Take advice given. Only post if it is specific to the show that you will be working on. Then come back, start afresh, but make sure you don't slip back into being a magiholic or postiholic.