When I first started out, I felt just like you do: it sucks to be a beginner. I kept on persevering though and I am doing just fine now.
Whenever someone asks you what you want to be when you get older, they expect something like a doctor or a lawyer, somewhere around those lines. Everyone I told just laughed in my face and told me I could never make it. But you know what 7 years later, I'm living my dream and every time I get asked what I do, they may laugh, but I don't take it in deep at all.
Just remember this quote from Criss Angel (not exact, but same point):
I want to say thank you to all of the people who put me down, who told me I would fail, who told me there was no way. Because they gave me the strength to say, and please excuse my French, but your f**king wrong.
Stay strong and do what YOU want to do with your life. Hey, you got one life, live it.
Alright, enough with the Doctor Phil.
.:Ham:.