by Neyak » Jan 6th, '08, 13:02
I, like most people, had the same problem initially, but after having performed only a couple of times to friends it was already much better, so just stick to technically not so demanding sleights to start with until you have the nerves to perform the more complex stuff flawlessly.
However, I had an - in my humble opinion anyway - interesting thought just now. Occasionally we find laymen do simply card tricks or so at parties, not with the intention of doing any real "magic", but just to do a card trick, say. And often they'll then after having friends guess how it works and repeating the trick a zillion times they'll expose the method and next time all the friends will do the trick for their friends at the next party and so on. You all know what I'm talking about.
They don't (normally) have shaking hands or are as nervous - but why not? Surely you have practised far more than they have, you have worked out your patter in detail, perhaps even how to respond to different questions etc from your audience. They haven't. And perhaps that's exactly the point: They just do a trick - if they mess up, oh well, it was just a trick, they don't claim to be a magician and thus feel no need to justify such a claim. We however, are different. We have seen great magicians perform our feats, have practised for hours that same simple card sleight, stood in front of a mirror every day trying to achieve perfection - but when it comes to it, we are nervous and concerned about messing up. We want to present ourselves as some kind of authority over our audience (and probably rightly so) and so we're afraid to maybe expose the key card, make the force too obvious or whatever, when there is, in fact, no danger of that actually happening. But why do we think that? I would think that the answer is that we see our own performance with a magician's eyes - knowing the method the sleight is of course easy to spot and too often we forget that the audience is in no such position! It is surprising how much one can get away with.
Anyway, it is no news that we sometimes have trouble remembering that we are performing for laymen who don't know the method and don't see the sleight which we thought we made so obvious.
But why do our hands shake, but the lay performer's, who knows a trick or two, performing it with no patter but just as a "Pick a card - this is your card" trick, doesn't? I think it's a similar reason: We're trying to be perfect, almost to be good enough to fool ourselves, they don't. We put our expectations for ourselves unnecessarily high and so are afraid not to achieve that high standard for which we have practised and as a beginner, it is unlikely that we can achieve perfection when having to focus on patter, method and our interaction with the audience at the same time. This only becomes possible with practice before a real audience. So if we don't set our goals too high initially, we will probably end up performing better than we would have done if we had.