i've got a theory about you...
but no proof...
all i can say is, if all of this means that much to you (and i can only assume it does as you've mentioned it so much) - is to go and do the research into whether there's a theory, or proof around...
rather than just ask someone else to provide it for you...make some phone calls, send some emails, go and talk to some people...
and if all this means that much to you, then maybe try and raise some awareness about it all being hokum, and go to the press or publish your own articles?
but, ultimately - i bet you don't...


