by The4thCircle » Jun 7th, '11, 21:01
Hi!
Where to start...
Ever since I was a little girl I wanted to join the magic circle, which is kind of ironic considering the entire organisation was male only until 1991. I watched a lot of magicians on television and decided that I wanted that sort of inexplicable power.
Through a fog of repressed memories I can still feel the shame of being laughed at by the other children in school when I tried to pass myself off as a powerful conjourer using the self working gimmicks that came free in the breakfast cereal.
I thought no one else knew these wonderous contraptions existed, but it seemed half the class was eating the same cereal, they just weren't brave/stupid enough to actually attempt to perform the tricks. I was so excited the first time someone actually looked impressed that I explained how it worked right there on the spot.
So yeah, I'm sticking with 'stupid' but I was only about 10. Cereal aside I was roughly as successful with a Paul Daniels' magic set I got for Christmas. some how these experiences drummed into me the idea that magic was achieved through purely mechanical means. Better trick, more expensive mechanism. I gave up on the whole dream and became a computer programmer (Clearly the second most popular career amongst women, right after close-up magician).
Then last year I read Derren Brown's "Confessions of a Conjurer", in which (for those who haven't read it) a single card routine is described in great (but oddly, not particularly revealing) detail. At this point it dawned on me that the effect described didn't have a single mechanical aspect.
Possibly I a little late in life I realised that actually, beyond the gimmicks sold to children and novices, there was a skill to be learned here. So I decided to try for a second chance and make good on my childhood dream of joining the Magic Circle.
Possibly a bit of a wordy introduction but there you go.
-Stacy
Incidentally, there's a long story behind my username, and it's nothing to do with magic. It's about crop circles. Bit of a coincidence really.