by Replicant » Jun 9th, '08, 17:10
I don't think so. However, I once had an experience that was the most frightening event of my life to date. It was a few years ago but I can remember it vividly to this day...
It was late at night and I was asleep in bed. Suddenly, I felt - and I mean really felt - a pressure or weight on my chest. It was as if a small child was sat on my chest and the weight was uncomfortable to say the least; it was almost as if I was suffocating. As if that wasn't bad enough, I was also almost completely paralysed. I can remember being able to move my eyes (although I could not open them), but that was it. The next thing to happen was even more terrifying, if that is possible. I heard a voice speaking directly into my ear; a male voice, very low, guttural and - this is the best way I can describe it - demonic. It sounded like the devil himself was whispering into my ear. I couldn't make out what was being said; it sounded like a series of mutterings that made no sense.
At this point, I was truly, bloody terrified. I was trying so hard to move, even just a finger, but couldn't move a muscle in my body. I was fighting to get this thing, whatever it was, off my chest. But it wasn't having any of it. And all the time this devil-thing was whispering at me, as if the mouth was right next to my ear.
I don't remember how long it lasted or how I managed to snap out of it, but eventually I did. I was drenched in sweat and my heart was going so fast I thought it was going to burst. It was easily the most horrific and terrifying experience I have ever had and I would not wish it on anyone.
The next morning, I Googled it and discovered I had most probably suffered from an episode of sleep paralysis. The sense of fear was so acute; I really cannot find the words to describe how truly scary it was, but anyone who has had sleep paralysis before will no doubt understand what I mean. Until you experience it for yourself, I don't think it's possible to really understand how very terrifying this is. Sleep paralysis is a fascinating thing and I did some reading up on it which did help to settle my nerves a bit. At the time, though, I was 100% convinced I was victim to some malevolent spirit.
One thing I remember from reading up on sleep paralysis is that it tends to occur if you sleep on your back a lot, which, back then, I did. Not anymore. It affected me so badly that I no longer sleep on my back. I have had one attack of sleep paralysis since but it was nowhere near as bad as I felt it coming and managed to force myself awake and sitting up in bed in order to shake it off. But it was very difficult to do and I was still in a sweat afterwards.