Thanks Chris! Good post. Yes I hope I can say the same for mine...
Speaking of which, tonight I will mainly be cutting out bits of card, playing with string and possibly blue tack and safety pins too...What could I be up to? Preparing some magic of course

The Weekend it hath comethed and is almost upon us. And brings with it my long awaited first proper gig. Of sorts. This being a small place, I kept it under the radar for some time that I would be doing any tricks with the desire to rock up and surprise people (and to help my nerves with less expectation), but of course this being a very small place where everyone inevitably always knows everything sooner or later, word has now gone round and I've folk saying 'Hey, I hear you're the entertainment at the weekend dude!?' (or something similar)

There is an air of much interest and anticipation amungst folk which a few weeks ago I would have possibly freaked a bit at haha, but I must say now I'm very calm, cool and collected and am positively looking forward to it. The reason being I've at every oppotunity that seemed apt done a few tricks for someone wherever whenever.
Not actually strictly true as I have also discovered that forcing yourself to practice live is not cool. I mean if you're not 100% up for it and do it because you think you should practice on someone, it doesn't come accross that well and the reaction you get is inevitably mediocre as opposed to doing the exact same trick/effect when you're properly in the zone. Something worthy of note I'd say. Just reinforcing the fact it's all about you as the performer and how you deliver a thing of beauty, in a gold plated envelope or on a scfuffy bit of bog roll beacuse you couldn't quite be assed...
To get back to the chase, I think my confidense now has come from mainly getting so many great reactions, and the fact that word has now started to perculate the local community that I'm quite nifty would still scare me if I hadn't got a good load of nice reactions and some indifferent ones too allowing me to work out why it didn't go well that time. It always leads back to my presentation. I have nobody to practice on or perform to round here apart from people I know. I will get up to the local town and try some proper out there 'wanna see a trick' to some random elements soon but I've found performing to my friends and loved ones good. They're the first to give you a totally honest oppinion and it's great when they also give you that look you're unsure of, and you ask them 'Did you like it?'........And you realise it's that look of ammused frustration as they have No Ideal

I also have to thank the mod's and 'support' here for being wonderful and making this place so great. Definite gold stars all round, big ones.
I have also been pannicing a bit about my number of tricks but have run through them in my head a few times now and realised with delight that I've more than I thought in my pannic to make sure I wasn't caught short. This coming from the fact I'm relying a lot on a lot of self working and automatic tricks and effects which are quite snapy, I don't have a proper show as such and will be running around amungst friends showing different smal groups tricks at dinner and cocktail time so I think I've got the right approach for this party, lots of walk about small simple but crazy tricks, and a few more lengthy ones to get into later once everyone's rtelaxed into the magic vibe and wants a little step up the, erm, quality shall we say, or I'll invent a word here...unbelievedness of the trick you just did. And I don't really want to be repeating stuff too much.
The only thing left now is to don the DJ and check my pocket situation

Oh yea and that card...and bluetack...and....