by B0bbY_CaT » Jun 29th, '06, 13:10
I am very glad you commented Taneous. you make a number of very interesting points. points that... "unfortunately", cause me to have a little re think. darn frustrating that, just when i think i've got it worked out...
maybe i can tell you what my motivation is. i apologise that this is maybe somewhat better suited to the intro section, however given the "interesting" way a recent thread ended up, perhaps it would in fact be helpful if you knew where i was coming from and what infact my motivation is. this could then put some comments i make into better context.
i enjoy a job that requires a large amount of creativity, allows a lot of travel and provides many new experiences. i am fortunate in that (at least compared to my peers) i dont need to "paint the whole wall" before i can tell if it will look good. i can visulise how it will look before the paint tin is open. that by the way, is a metaphor... i am not a house painter...
i am not a professional magician either, but my circumstances are such that i can revisit a few childhood whims. Magic is one of several. a very important one, so much so that i have been able to integrate magic into my "day job" in several areas, not because it's necessary, just because it's fun, and i can.
when i come across something i dont understand, i am forced to question it. much of the animosity of the last thread centred around 2 stubborn fools (i was 1 but only 1) "butting heads" both refusing to back down and consider that the other stubborn fool may in fact have something valid to say. so i look at your current post where you suggest, to truely understand something of this nature... one must get out there and experience it, learn it, live it, practice it, stuff it up a few times etc. you suggest asking question after question will not give me the answers i am looking for. well, my immediate reaction is that if people would simply provide a "straight" answer i would get the information i am looking for so... however, maybe there is no "straight answer" for this to give??? i find that very difficult to accept but...
i guess it is as much my problem as any ridiculous illogical explaination i have been given that my first reaction, because this is how i am forced to opperate in my "real world" is... "OK, tell me your story, right... this doesn't make sence, clarify that, what about this..." then armed with that information, i make a decision.
this psychic thing, it may well be too complex, too deep to provide simple yes/no type answers. i guess part of my reasoning for asking yes/no type questions, is because in business, that is the best way to determine if a person has substance. put them under a little pressure, throw them a challenge to answer and see how they perform. it definately gives you a good handle on people when interviewing job applicants, gives you a "feel" for what they can offer in a real world kind of environment.
the Tarot, and the Palm... maybe they are 2 things that simply cant be understood the way i understand everything else. perhaps i WILL start as you suggest, and as Mr Lewis often rants, by buying a book. i like to have a little inventory of books to read on planes. i am thinking i may even ask Mr Lewis to recommend something of credibility about psychic intuition in general. something not written by James Randi and DEFINATELY NOT by Uri Geller. put the book in my kit and i will get to start it over the next few months... i have a few on the go at the moment.
in the mean time, i will also keep and eye on further comments by Mr Lewis to help my "enlightening", and as always, i will not fear asking someone to clarify any comments i feel could do with a little... erm... scrutiny.
you're right, none of my questions were directed at you Taneous. but you commented anyway, and i am glad you did.