*Reaper*...
I honestly believe in your enthusiasm, and your willingness to prove yourself as a magician...but this is really too much, too soon.
Take a look over the multitude of magic bids on Youtube, and pick out all the ones that you can critisise (there'll be loads!). Now I'm not - in any way saying that you're at that kind of level...but now pick out the ones that blow you away (that don't have the words 'exposed' or 'tutorial' in the title).
In fairness, you're probably in the lower-middle, with your performance here, and it's really a crying shame that you haven't signed-up with a local magical group, as I really think you'd benefit from this
As has been pointed out already, if you think that a recorded performance might expose - and this does - , please keep it off Youtube (or, at least, make sure that the title and keywords you give it are totally unrealated to magic; that way, you can still post the link here without having to worry that laymen are able to suss the method).
Your enthusiasm shows you have potential, and I really applaud your determination...but always ask here for guidance (and listen to it), if you feel you need to
All the best, young chap!
Rob