Uh could you do at least something to help me that dosent involve money???
lets throw digi a bone here.
go to utube and learn the tricks exposed by other people who don't want to pay for anything, you might learn a few basic tricks.
unfortunatly you won't learn the fundimentals of performing to the public which you would have picked up from here had you not alienated most of the forum members by showing so much direspect to us and the art.
next go to your local libary and check out the reference section on magic in the performing arts section, take some time to read the reference material contained there in and come back to us with a renued apreciation for the hard work it takes to be a proper magician and try again to win our favour by showing your willing to put in at least the basic effort it takes to read a book.