As for Craig Browning - who has bizarrely chosen not to address me directly, preferring to write in the third person and refer to me as "the young lady" - I'm very open to the things he assumes I've closed the door on. I was just asking for the truth.
Pardon for not addressing you directly... in discussions like this one is damned if they do, damned if they don't.
Secondly, what I'm hearing (reading) in your posts still sounds like the "I have my mind made up" mode of cynical expression I've come to expect from the typical magic buff... you see, I'm very skeptical when it comes to seeing folks with a head full of magic tricks and logic statements actually open that mind long enough to go out and learn that things aren't as cut and dry as we'd like -- the world has lots of grey shades, not black & white confinements. I happen to be one of those people that live within the grey area who has known the "dark side" that's so rife with left brain mania (or is that right brain that's the logic only side... hmmmm

I've read at least 5 articles from different "scientific" sources recently and it would seem there remains confusion on that front... one book says it's the left brain that is anal retentive and the aspiring Vulcan while the right brain loves rainbows and tall tales... that's the one I'm going to go with... though others have stated the opposite)
Then there's the psychological/demographic realities when it comes to "Logical People" ... I'll let you intellectual folks look that one up less I get accused of bad mouthing y'all again.
Getting back to the complaint of my not speaking to you there is one other reason I haven't addressed you by name... I forgot it and couldn't find it when I was typing. Though there are a few characters around here that will tell you that I'm even faking my health issues, the fact remains that my mind drifts readily and I have a crappy short-term memory, even with people I've known for years. Please don't take it personal, but I am an absent minded professor of sorts. But then, you should probably take any email or PM nudges sent your way about me, with a small Ukrainian Salt Mine... I know that there are a couple of busy bodies trying to convince folks of things about me and their little games are blowing up in their own face, making them look smaller than small in the eyes and mind of those who count. So take whatever they've said with a large dose of caution, please!
I only bring that up as a "just in case" in that your posting on my not addressing you directly, sounded as if you'd already had that particular starling in your bonnet. I could be misreading things (a curse of the written word and forums) then again, I understand how smugness seems to come with the cynic's mind-set.
Pardon... it's just a matter of defensive habit... and very long term observation. I so tire of this pettiness and how people preach from one side of their *rse that we need to let one another be... live and let live, etc. and yet, from the other side of the same smelly orifice these same people are saying people are fools, idiots and gullible freaks for believing in anything outside of how I see the world and how things should be, and it's my right to invade any person's belief or reality with my two-cents worth.
If my words caused you discomfort and pain, as some have suggested they did, just ponder how much deeper that angst was for your supposed friend when you attacked her beliefs without being invited to do so. It is not your job or mine to tell anyone what to believe or disbelieve, we can only help them find that mid-point where legitimate balance exists; where the logical and the more fantasiful come together as it was long ago prior to the division of religion from culture and science some 1,800 or so years back. That's why Buddhism works as does most Shamanism; they marry the prowess of the mind, heart, body and soul so as to create a sound and harmonious cohesion. That is the only thing any of us should want for one another -- harmony, not
oneupmanship or the egotistic idea that faith is akin to weakness or even ignorance.
Pardon me for rambling... I get exceptionally up tight when this kind of thing is brought to the fore.