by user24 » Apr 14th, '11, 23:14
Best of luck.. wow I can't imagine what you're going through. But maybe find a nice well-thumbed book on your shelf and start working through it again. The sleights and moves in it are something you'll have practiced for hours and hours, so hopefully going over them again might exercise that part of your brain and awaken some other associated memories. Again, the very best of luck to you.